My goal this morning was to wake up at 5am to go and push play. I didn't push play until 6:05, now I did wake up at 5am, but just laid there staring at the ceiling. I started to feel sorry about myself. Lots of things going on in my mind, and the thing is that most of the things that I was mulling over where things I have no control over. I wish I could help, I wish I can turn things around for other people, but seriously I can't. I can only control what I do, I can only change things for myself for the better. I will help out family members when I have the ability to do so, in this instant, in this particular moment, I just can't. And it was killing me that I can't, and its not a good feeling. Anyway I laid there for an hour thinking and thinking and feeling guilty. BUT then I stopped myself. I can't feel guilt over a situation that I didn't make for myself, in fact when asked for my opinion, I gave a total different advice from what was decided....anyway I am starting on a soap drama again. So as I laid there, letting guilt consume me, I said to myself STOP! You know if you could help you would do so without giving it a second thought, just because you can't help RIGHT NOW, doesn't mean you won't be able to help in a month or so. So then I realized, instead of laying here feeling guilty you could of been done with your workout like 20min ago and had lunches already prepared. So I got up renewed, and letting go of my guilt I Pushed play. I felt rejuvenated! Chalene gives a great workout, and Lean Circuit 3 is just awesome. It works my chest muscles like no other (not even P90X) and I know I will be sore. After the workout while preparing my recovery drink my arms were shaking! LOVE IT! I totally exhausted my muscle tissue, I kept telling myself "ooohhh I can feel my muscles repairing themselves" LOL
So my tip for today is: when life is happening to you, when there are problems, its okay to feel a bit sorry for yourself, but don't get stuck in that rut. Shake it off, and blow of some steam with a killer workout, when your done, you'll be amazed as to how you feel not just physically but from within. Lets get stronger in more ways than one :)
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